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6/13/06 ♥ 04:21 PM ]
[ mood | amused ]

Ang saya nito hehe!

1.Put your music player on shuffle.
2. Press forward for each question.
3. Use the song title as the answer to the question even if it doesn't make sense. NO CHEATING!


(for those without an mp3 player hiram nalang kayo hehe)


How are you feeling today? Fragmented, Up Dharma Down (tlga lang...)

Will you get far in life? Trouble, Coldplay (wag naman)

How do your friends see you? Spolarium, Imago (huh?)

Will you get married? 41, Dave Matthews (tanda ko na ah)

What is your best friend's theme song? Santeria, Sublime

What is the story of your life? Kokomo, Beach Boys (saya!!! magtrtravel siguro ko hahaha)

What was high school like? Kill Bill Theme (mafia nga naman, may gusto ko patayin ganon)

How can you get ahead in life? Feel Good Inc., Gorillaz (ok ah!)

What is the best thing about your friends? So Little Time, Arkana (aww.)

What is today going to be like? Tipsy, JKwon (hahaha di pwede! pasukan na bukas!!)

What is in store for this weekend? Without You, Silverchair

What song describes you? Doon, Kapatid (takbo takbo lang..)

To describe your grandparents? I think im paranoid, Garbage

How is your life going? Riot Grrrl, Le Tigre (talaga lang ah....)

What song will they play at your funeral? Gusto ko ng Baboy, Radioactive sago proj (hahahaha ganon pala ah!)

How does the world see you? Hella Good, No Doubt (eh di ayus)

Will you have a happy life? Maybe, Up Dharma Down (aba maybe lang??!)

What do your friends really think of you? Dont give damn about my bad reputation, Joan Jett (kung ganon eh di sila rin no! haha kaya nga prens tayo eh)

Do people secretly lust after you? Sunday Morning, No Doubt (connect?)

How can I make myself happy? i melt with you, jason miraz (baduyyy)

What should you do with your life? Bootie Call, All saints (hahah ganon! wag naman)

Will you ever have children? Cannonball, the Breeders

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tagal na nito ah! di ko pla na post [
6/13/06 ♥ 04:12 PM ]

sinabak namin ang tagaytay despite the risk of being swept away by wind speed,crushed from a car accident,at mamatay sa kakasuka ng empi(or sa sobrang asar sa isang tao? pwde rin..)
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5/11/06 ♥ 09:14 PM ]
[ mood | kulang sa tulog ]

sobrang galing kasi kanina napagusapan namin kela mykx yung mga panaginip.. na kung baliktad man ba talaga yung mangyayari, o nagkakatotoo or whatever. siguro it really depends on the person and situation kaya i dont want to lose hope dun sa napaniginipan ko :) hehe.

eto ang galing eh.. napaniginipan ko siya. sobrang clear na siya yun dahil masinsinang paguusap talaga namin ni janine habang kinikilatis ang friendster nila ng gf niyang baduy. hehe bwiset..ayun. yung dream ko may koneksyon sa celphone eh. hehe! tapos! after such a long day, syempre umaga pa lang nakwento ko na kay janine, tapos biglang nakauwi na ko't lahat (hindi ko naman inexpect na mabbring up pa yung topic about sa taong yun sa bahay) may nagkwento na may nangyari nga sakanya at sa cellphone niya. tanginang yan sobrang bumalik sakin yung panaginip topic pucha.. syempre nanahimik na lang ako as i reacted completely astounded at all the more hindi kinikilig sa fact na siya ang pinaguusapan. hehe ♥ tae talaga.... hahaha. natatawa talaga ko! bakit ba puro siya na lang! shet. hindi ko napanaginipan yung talagang nangyari ah..wish ko lang pero nagulat lang ako sa mga pangyayari. chaka malay mo dahil nga nangyari yung nangyari sakanya, ay mangyari yung napaniginipan ko! wuhoo!

hehe to pa isa pang pogi


magandang pogi ampota.
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? [
5/10/06 ♥ 02:26 PM ]
[ mood | shet ]

one of my all time fave movies is kill bill talaga, ovbiously.. nadownload ko siya sa limewire saya nga eh i can watch it anytime i want to! tapos sobrang linaw pa and kumpleto unlike yung lecheng pinalabas sa cinema one, tinagalog niyo na nga may inedit out pang scenes. may gusto ko kasi akong bigyan pag naburn ko siya. wala lang akong blank cd

kaya right after eating lunch, tinanong ko dadi ko....

"pa, do we have a burner?"

sagot naman siya "a what?"

eh di inulit ko "burner..? or sira ba siya?"

ang tagal pa nyang sumagot eh..

*chewing* *chewing*

..hello left me hanging with a question here..

"we have a toaster, what do you need a burner for?"

ampota. sige..inum na lang ako..tawang tawa na ko ang hirap pigilin.


mahirap atang magburn ng movie file sa toaster no..


parang nahule pa kong pinicturan ko yung toaster. pota ako naman, smile na lang depicting a "hihi"
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HIGANTENG KANDILA, MANGGA at HAPPY PEANUTS [
5/8/06 ♥ 07:44 PM ]
[ mood | satisfied ]

birthday surprise kasi namin ngayon kay gellie eh..imbes na si gellie yung magulat parang kami pa ata yung nagulat eh. hehe si janine kasi panira nung kay gellie eh! hahaha. pahamak yang bag mo sunugin na yan.

nakita ba naman namin si tono sa burg! shet talaga nasa kabilang side pa kami nung kalye nasisisigaw na kami eh! with the takbo pa taeng yan. haha. sobrang pinaguusapan lang namin siya tas biglang magisang nakaupo sa stairs dun! grabe namiss ko yun si gagu,d natuloy yung punta sa bahay nila eh! sobrang katuwa kasi ibang route talaga dapat balak namin papunta kela mykx galing sa review class..putek buti na lang!!

ayun napakatagal na preperasyon sa bahay nila mykx..finally nakarating narin kami kela gellie..tambay sa kwarto tas kain. pucha sarap sarap.

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wala pang tulog sa lagay na yan eh no.. 2 cameras on duty yan kaya padating pa yung pix ng cam ni janine! haha parehas pa kaming may dalang charger eh. pota..super saya ng day! ♥
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GARAGE SALE!!! [
5/8/06 ♥ 07:09 PM ]
[ mood | productive ]

wala man akong summer job, ive earned a couple of bills from selling old stuff tuwing weekends with my sisters. haha sarap kasi mag garage sale sa alabang eh. old stuff out and new bucks in! ayus to eh.

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a walk down the escalator [
5/3/06 ♥ 10:03 PM ]
[ mood | lazy ]


kinasal na nga ba ate ko? hehe walk down the aisle kamo, in that case...

pero hindi pa naman ganon..haha.
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4/28/06 ♥ 12:34 PM ]
[ mood | pensive ]

naalala ko lang yesterday, sa sobrang bored namin ni janine sa review class..literal bastusan lang talaga dun eh. hehe. other than goofing off people like kia sa pag shushush namin sakanila, eh kami naman yung maingay. wala lang. yung kakalabitin namin sila tas ishushush namin. parang sila huh? benta kay kia eh. anyway, naisip lang namin na may classmate kami dun na bagay ilagay sa pbb house! haha kadiri talagang topic namin yun eh.. i just dont know how to spell her name pero articulate siya and she's smart ha.. tapos sbe namin lagay namin si rhina para may gagong mangaaway ng mga tao..haha "palengkerang tiga punerarya" pa nga eh, chaka si em para may cute, si umali para may dancer na sexy na matalino (kakaiba tuwing class! bara bara sa tanong lakas pa ng boses,and from such a small person! haha joke)...linista ko yun sa notebook ni janine eh.

we were THAT bored?

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talk of the town [
4/27/06 ♥ 11:01 PM ]
hindi nga naman talaga ko nanunuod ng tv, pero mga tao dito subaybay talaga eh. chaka siguro mas may alam at koneksyon kami sa mga teens.

si nina, mary claire ata real name, i dont remember.
si fred nameet ko na nung prom. eric din gamit daw na name sa csa
si tooot ay tooot. hehe. hindi na ata pwde sabhin baka magkagulo pa.

if youve read janine's say on pbb episodes, we pretty much have the same sentiments. haha

STOP CRYING.

haha joke. kung tumawag ba naman pagtas ng pbb eh! iba na eh.
they have every right to act the way they want to inside the house sige, pero i just dont get the crying sessions from time to time. i mean they are even more emotional than the previous older housemates, facing heavier problems. actually yung teen mom nga hindi umiiyak eh. alam niyang matatag siya mahiya naman yung ibang mga bata parang such petty misunderstandings lang eh parang anubah! chaka sandali apat na araw pa lang kayo wag kayong oa...
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direksyon ng hangin. ---haha [
4/27/06 ♥ 10:48 PM ]
[ mood | hihi ]

ang masaya lang sa umaga ng review class ay nakakasabay,nakakaharap,nakakatabi ko si sir javier sa jeep at parati kong naiinggit si janine! hehe joke mehn..

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4/27/06 ♥ 07:04 PM ]
[ mood | tired ]

it's been 2 days since i last posted something new, pero i feel like it's been a long while. para bang sulit na sulit kasi bawat araw eh. takte to the point na im too tired to surf the net. i didnt think it was possible and i hate admitting it really.

my friendster's fucked up so i wont be checking my acct until who knows when....pero ayus lang, getting kinda boring. so what's left is my lj, dba minsan naman yung sobrang blanko ng utak mo or a nonsense post is produced out of confusion of your own thoughts.wala umiiral ang katangahan.. or you probably feel you have nothing relevant to say...or would others even bother to read.. sa ym naman, im only visible to certain people so kung wala sila it would be useless.

parang lasing lasing eh nakakainis. sooobrang pagod dahil sa lintek na review classes in the morning. and you can say MORNING tlga!! pota.

i have never felt so bored in my life in a matter of minutes tipong kakadating ko lang, kami naman "uwi na tayo" buti nga may joketime joketime pa nga eh kundi mamamatay na talaga ko. pasalamat naman at anjan naman si kia para pikunin.:) at ang kadiri-- ako ang pinakamaga samin na dumating. tae una yung nauna ko sa jollibee ngayon ito, what's happening to me?!?!

after toasting ourselves sa init ng araw, swimming naman. at least exciting naman yun! yung instructor dung tibo at kanyang girlpren! haha. o diba there's something thrilling other than the swimming itself.


well you can say at least summer has not gone to waste, pero i think i need a break. outing ang solusyon dito eh or if im lucky enough, dropping from the review program would be nice. YE

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haay. [
4/25/06 ♥ 12:52 AM ]
[ mood | may daga ata dito!!!!!!! shyet ]

cant believe it's summer yet i yearn for time para sa sarili ko.

yuck..pero i swear. this is the only day left sa napakahectic na week na to! i did nothing but savour the day that i had to myself! painternet internet...tv tv..telepono..kain kain! stik-o stik-o! haay.

grabe ang mga pinag gagagawa namin tanginang gising sa umaga yan! sorry hindi ko kasi talaga kaya yon.. review classes na yan bwiset! pag ako walang unibersidad pagtas ng 4th year tangina nila. tapos may swimming pa sa hapon! pakshit. masaya siya eh..sobra lalo na init init eh. chaka at least yun hapon.. pero hassle lang talaga yung buong araw.




gusto ko lumabas ng bahay na walang hinahabol na oras...walang piniplease na tao.
yuck! haha parang andarma ng labas. hindi ganon..pagod lang talaga ko. hahah!
ang kailangan ko outing!


nakakamiss lang ka walalang-an ng summer.
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cards out [
4/21/06 ♥ 12:27 AM ]
[ mood | thankful ]

late night w/ conan o'brien hangover..ive come to readapt to the insomniac lifestyle after holy week. sobrang bum nanaman ako at baliktad uli body clock. tae review classes will start soon and i have no idea on where the hell am i going to get the energy to even get out of bed in the morning, yung normal morning time ng tao, hindi gaya ng akin!para talagang balik skul it sucks!

gaya ngayon..anung oras na ko nagising kasi naiwan ko yung telepono ko sa kabilang room. dagsaan ang msgs tas si patty nakailang tawag narin, pati si nene. nakasunod naman ako sa 1pm schedule na magkita. i actually felt a bit proud of myself about being the first to show up. hindi siya masayang feeling na dinadaanan ka ng mga tao(tas swarming with kulasas dhel cards out nga naman) tas magisa ka. taste of my own medicine? pero ayun lumitaw naman si janine after torturing a poor sidecar driver na pinagpadyak nya galing sa bahay ni drei papuntang skul.

di nanaman natuloy plano naming secret, kaya kumain muna kami sa mcdo. as usual may kulasas, mostly seniors eh. andun pa nga si fille kaya naalala ko tuloy si april! haha tawa ko eh.... buti pa yon si fille nakakaalala!

may isa pa kaming nakita ni nene hehe..natawa nanaman ako dahil sakto kunsan pa ko nakatingin dun lumitaw mukha niyang napakapamilyar! benta. ts papogi.

nagkita narin kami ni patty! namiss ko rin yun ah kahit siya rin yung madalas naman magparamdam....tas palaging di tuloy plano namin sa alabang. kaya laking tuwa ko talaga. tas si tono, naaawa narin kasi ako at natouch talaga ko nung after holy week na wala akong kaym ym talagang namiss nya daw ako. shet ang babaw ko ba. hehe daming kakaibang nangyari sobrang saya....

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missing the old days!
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its all about the trust babbyy! [
4/20/06 ♥ 01:25 AM ]
[ mood | touched ]

im kinda flattered na meron palang may tingin sakin na mapagkakatiwalaan! hahaha.

..ako pa yung una?? of all people? sa lahat ng katropa pa nun bat kaya ako pa? awww sweet.
kahit sobrang hot chika, at may urge talaga kong sabihin lalu na kay machikang patty! fuck sige na.. malalaman din nila but not from me. di na siguro tamang ako pang magbalita. hehe pero natuwa lang talaga ko......sakanilang dalawa. kamiss tuloy.♥



us...... si business partner! and our classmates!
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a conceptual stunt double in a deviant scene [
4/20/06 ♥ 12:15 AM ]
[ mood | deep in thought ]

ive been having the strangest dreams.... enjoy nga eh.


may namimiss ako(at hindi ko alam kung san nanggaling yung feeling) kaya ganun siya nadepict sa isa kong panaginip. grabe!

some are just downright weird. kadiri yung dalang dala ka pa tas panaginip lang pala ampota. tas hanggang sa pagising mo definite parin yung nararamdaman mo, tas matatawa ka na lang! anyway..yon ang labo ko..

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birthday! [
4/19/06 ♥ 11:05 PM ]
[ mood | sleepy ]

it's my cuzn's birthday!

......si aprille!! she's 20 and she's graduating! parang it was just yesterday when she moved in with us para mas malapit sa dlsu, since she lives in laguna. tapos time flies, later i find out it's been four years na rin pala.. four years of sharing everything from stories,food,jokes,shoes,clothes,earrings!(dahil sobrang adik yan sa earrings!collection pwde nang pambenta!)sige you can say i still got 3 other girls to provide me all my life with a lot more options than the stuff i actually own, pero 1 more girl in the house makes all the difference i guess :). sugapa! haha. hindi ah! patas patas dito they use a lot of my shirts!minsan mas nauuna pa nga silang gumamet! grr it's easy to get pissed off especially when you know that you spent your own money for it. maybe they expect na pinabili ko lang, well guess what, i ditch lunch para lang sa mga yan! haha de ayus lang nakikihiram lang din naman ako dito eh. ok sandali parang napalayo na ko.....



KRIS kasi she's really krisandra tapos! yung bf nya is coincidentally named JAMES YAP. benta...showbiz couple yang 2 eh! basketball player din sa dlsu si james yap na yan ah. katuwa talaga yung cake eh anu kaya sabe nung tagared ribbon na gumawa nyan....



i just realized din na i dont want her to leave us. she's not in college anymore so i guess she could choose to go back to laguna pero wala, parang nakadikit na rin kasi siya sa what i see as a home dito sa legaspi.
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4/7/06 ♥ 07:59 AM ]
[ mood | so damn guilty. ]

after having my body accustomed to leaving the house everyday for whatever reason, notably going to myka’s house—which is considered as a complete body workout (tae mahirap, im telling you. mahirap!) I suddenly feel so idle today. walang lakad? i woke up to the sound of karl roy’s voice(don’t tell me to get real, it’s my msg tone!) surprisingly not the x-men ringtone signifying myka nagging me to get up and move. actually to my surprise hindi rin si myka yung nagtext eh. haha. i remembered our supposed trip to tagaytay today. apparently our plans went down the drain! once again thanks to you, mac. salamat talaga.

i got myself set (no matter how hard i try, i still feel like i have all the spare time in the world) so yes, i was late again. and this time it was for mass! i felt soo bad that it was within the building yet i still had the guts to come in late! tangina sa lahat na lang talaga. pati ba naman kay Lord late ako! i’m so sorry. i came tapos they were falling in line for communion na. so i had no choice but to fall in line myself. tae kita talagang i came from the elevator, i didn’t even get to sit down, talagang diretso communion. i felt like such a fiend. alam ko nang iniisip nilang “anu ba tong batang to, pumunta lang para magcommunion.” tae gusto ko talagang iturn back yung time eh. paki ba nung mga tao, i wanted to turn back time so i can make it up to God.

since i would be locked up at home for the rest of the day, sabi nung tatay ko ittreat daw nila ko ng nanay ko sa Dulcinea (sobrang bait ni God, i failed him na nga pero may treat pa rin ako. tae. nakokonsenya talaga ko.)

yun lang ang kaiisa isang lakad ko sa araw na ito, para mabinyagan ang bago kong slippers! wuhoo! ayan mababalik ko na kay myka yung tribu nya coz i broke my slippers sa house nila. waw. di kinaya yung araw araw na commute obviously.

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DEBS [
4/7/06 ♥ 12:57 AM ]
we watched d.e.b.s. kela mykx. pota whatta movie eh! hahaha. may parts talaga nakakabobo kasi para talagang minadali! sabi nga ni zhani dun sa isang fighting scene di man lang daw tinake 2 eh no. tae tawang tawa ko kasi totoo naman! parang tatawa ka na lang eh!

anyway may lesbian twist sa story! wuhoo! pota ang ganda nung dalawang bida ah..ang hot ni lucy diamond ampota! lupet talaga nung story eh..benta.

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happy break-up tol! [
4/7/06 ♥ 12:36 AM ]
you never really know when good things will come to an end. yeah, eventually they do. sabi nga sa mr.& mrs. smith (haha) happy endings are just stories that haven’t finished yet.

how pessimistic right? hindi naman sa entirely walang happy endings…pero maybe what is being implied here is that there is really no such thing as a smooth path. everything has its downside, for whatever factor. maybe not in the end siguro para sa iba….pero still, meron. walang purely bliss all the way. it would be too boring to be ideal, i guess….no, i know. haha, living, breathing example of a defiant to perfection.

so with that I think lesson learned is that we shouldn’t be too kampante. ok kayo ngayon doesn’t mean hindi kayo pwde masira bukas. so when it’s all said and done, all you have left are the memories, yun na lang, don’t forget. erasing everything will seem to make things alright but it wouldn’t be worth it. wiping the memories off your mind is not the answer. remove it from the heart, but keep it in your head. you’ll look back and probably even be grateful for what happened. may rason naman, that’s the point.

you’ll probably even recover from this situation later on and laugh about how petty this has all been. and how weak you were for even thinking that your life was a joke. or that you wanted to die right then and there. oa eh no gagu ka ba.

i’m not saying ‘to hell with moving on, it’s a piece of cake!’ ulul! pero indeed it’s feasible. nagawa mo na dati, what’s depriving you from doing it again? lahat naman tayo may nadaanan ng matter of letting go (ni isa sa buong buhay mo wala?! ano ha?) still the same art, just a different situation. but doesn’t make it anymore simpler or more complex. kaya with the words of le tigre, hold onto your pride so don't let them bring you down and don't let them fuck you around coz those are your arms that is your heart and they can't tear you apart coz this is your time, this is your life and you gotta keep on living!

aba happy talaga. celebration kela mykx with nene, gellie, zhani. i wish you could see the rest of the balloon at kung anu anu pang pinagsusulat at pinagddrawing namin dun..so much fun ♥
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............ [
4/4/06 ♥ 07:21 PM ]
[ mood | tired ]

kulong ako dito sa bahay right now. im looking after my younger cousin jelle..kapatid to nung cuzn ko..:D yuck malamang! hahah.. if ya know me, ya know what i mean. love of family nga naman..hihi♥

grabe sobrang tagal na ako lang and si jelle dito sa bahay eh di nangapitbahay naman kami kasi gusto niya makipaglaro. tas nung tumagal ayaw na kami pauwiin nung kapitbahay! pota benta.. eh nakakatakot naman kasi iniwan ko lang yung door kasi baka naman malock out pa kami ng di oras! anyway..sobrang kapagod din ientertain ang mas nakakabata tapos yung kid next door was even younger. pota tataas ng energy level eh tiklop ako..



thank god for myka and janine, pinuntahan ako dito. yey :)

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